User:PastyGeeky

My Experiences Molestation and Incest Traumatic Brain Injury Back Injury Depression Samurai (Sengoku Period) Poetry Sexuality (Gay) "feel free to contact me if you want discuss any of the above, I'm a good listener and have some unique experiences." Photo Gallery A pictorial history of events in Malton (photo's posted as they come available) Lord Moloch Characters PastyGeeky Profile Heavy burden to carry For it is shame I possess no alibi Guilty I’m to blame See your Withering shadow Crumpled muted shattered Soul drifting away Void of all that mattered One chance to help Yet I keep my distance One chance lost forever Condemned by my own silence Pool of blood you lay An end sudden and violent Did you have to die Now forever silent Your family wept for you The hurt and the despair Please forgive me for I can’t Guilt too hard to bear "Sorry, it took me a decade to forgive myself." Melissa Medic Profile Sitting in the library Looking for a book A chance upward glance Caught your fleeting look Chest pounding like a drum Setting me on fire You just standing there Fueling my desire Slipping into panic mode Eyes play peek-a-boo Unsure whether to hide Or show myself to you Blond hair cropped short Trim and shaped perfect Wish I had your clothes sense Weird garments that I select Amazing vision of beauty Heart stolen by infatuation Paralyzed I cannot move Mind locked in hesitation Feeling tingly all over Captivated by your sight Frozen, locked to my seat Rabbit in a head light Could you love me too? Do you share my sexuality? Is it really meant to be? Am I just an abnormality? Time ticks on forever You get up to leave Smile as you go past Why can't I just believe? Had I misread things Imagined in all the confusion Victim of my adrenaline Lost in the delusion Where had you gone? Feel like screaming out loud Tears flow down my cheeks Hopes lost in a crowd "Inspired by a beautiful stranger." A Large Juicy Brain Profile Sitting here just by myself Never feeling for anyone else It's just the way I feel You were the only one Tear running from my eye Those raindrops that I cry Washing away my hopes my dreams Now I'm running on empty What am I supposed to do? You know that I loved you It doesn't matter anymore Life's always like this Before you close the door Hear your voice once more The funny way you talk Hanging on every word Made me want to live Made me want to die Wanted you forever and ever Now all I do is cry You were pasty you were geeky Twenty two tats are sort of freaky Never mattered to me Long as you were happy Face etched in my mind Heart that was always kind A window to you soul You were someone special The songs that you share You made me so aware Never knew they existed Gift from you to me Made me want to live Made me want to die Wanted you forever and ever Now all I do is cry I wanted just a friend Broken hearts can not mend Wanted you forever and ever Now all I do is cry "Sheri Owen" Whats Hot and Whats not Globule, (really cool guy, turn a gay girl straight almost) Moloch, (papa and always makes me laugh/cringe) Goolina, (friendly open minded and sexy) Aphelion, (cleaver stylish and nerdy ...me likes nerdy) Bunk, (my favorite viking marauder) Bobby, (sort of guy you want looking after your back on a strike) Golam, (my first experience of the gore corps - fun and murder) Tania Cinque, (my first experience of being PKed) Robstein, (pked me and I pked him several hours later after a revive lol) Fiffy, (favorite pin up girl) Contact Details Need to contact me for any reason? You can send me a PM for PastyGeeky on Barhah.com or for Melissa Medic on Brainstock or just leave a comment on my talk page.