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HOME | TALK | ART | JOURNALS | CHARACTERS YOU'RE ON: Zacharie's Journal BATTEUR___ You were searching through the rubble of an old safehouse. With a nostalgic half-smile on your face, you pick out old knick-knacks and junk that you had to leave behind when you left in a hurry that fateful night. Suddenly, you feel a sharp pain in your hand. Wincing and removing the appendage from the offending pile of rubbish, you peer down in shock at the perpetrator to your newly-found papercut. Digging out an old leather book from underneath the remains of a chair, you curiously flip open to the first page. In almost unreadable chickenscratch, you make out a hastily scrawled note on the inside front cover of the leather-bound journal... A NOTE Journal property of Zacharie Batteur. If found, I am most likely dead. No need to worry about going out of your way to find me. Stay safe, whoever you are, dear reader. <3, Zacharie August 17th Dear Journal, Today was my birthday! Hugo gave me this really nice journal, and so I'm writing in it for him. Hugo wrote that. He says that it says a really funny joke, but won't tell me what it is. Well, I think that's very mean of Hugo for not letting me know what it says. Thank you, Hugo. That's beautiful. Oh, he's asking for his Papa to write a note in the journal now. But I thought it was my journal? Hugo told me "not to get so possessive of my stuffs." I wonder when he learned that word? Oh, handing it over to Papa now I gu (The handwriting is much neater this time, in very straight, sharp lettering.) Zacharie told me to write something. Something. Very funny. Well, that's all And we love you too, Hugo. I think I'm supposed to sign this now. <3, Zacharie, Phillip, DAY ONE When Hugo gave me this journal for my birthday last August, I was certain that I would probably only use the thing once, just to make him happy (if at all). Well, here I am now, barricaded in my own home, with nothing to do but write by the dim, flickering light of a candle I dug up from our basement. I watch the shadows dance across the walls, setting an eerie mood about the whole place. I suppose I should be lamenting over the pain of what I saw; the tragedy of all those lives lost in that panic, but instead I just feel sad. I suppose that writing this journal may serve as my security blanket. What with all the shit I've just been through, and what I am most certain is to come, I feel it necessary to have some sort of a normal habit by which to maintain my sanity and humanity. I suppose it's time to talk about what happened today. Per a normal Thursday afternoon, I was out and about in the city. Philip was at work, Hugo daycare, and me enjoying the nice fall day from up on top of an old, crumbling, abandoned library. As a (relatively) new and jobless father, I had gotten myself into a bit of a: "Shit! Life as I knew it is over! I have to do fatherly, responsible stuff now-- no more free running or urban exploration or back-alley deals on counterfeit/stolen goods!" (Okay, so maybe I didn't miss that last bit quite that much.) So, naturally, I often found myself in places a younger me would have frequented, such as rooftops and decaying homes and tunnels. What else was I supposed to do while my family was out? Read? Clean? That made me feel like some dull old mother, so, no. As I took another thoughtful bite of my tuna salad sandwich that I had brought along for the journey, I spied some odd sort of commotion all the way down on the pavement. Cautiously inching forward, I peered over the rooftop to get a better view of what was the matter. Interrupting the violent flow of traffic down below the library was an unfamiliar woman. Of course, from 4 stories up, I couldn't make out her face too well, but it was clear to me that something was quite wrong with her. The strange woman swayed slowly, back and forth from her stationary position in the middle of the road. A busy, city road at that! I felt employed to do something, help her, however from my perch there was no way I could have reached there in time to pull her out of the street. I remember thinking something along the lines of "Is she sick? What the hell is wrong with her?!" No sane person would stand in the street without knowing it was a death wish. Suddenly, her demeanor shifted from vacant to absolutely barbaric, as she threw her heavy body on top of a honking taxi and began pummeling the windshield with her bare arms. Eyes frozen wide in horror, I watched as the woman rained her flesh down upon the poor cab. The flow and ebb around the two came to a gradual stop, gapers gathering left and right. None tried to stop the woman or help the old cabbie unlock his door and get out. Then, the glass shattered. Silvery shards flew all around the madwoman and the cabbie. I saw bright red liquid, presumably blood, running down the arms of the lady. The screams of the cabbie and the people around the two pierced my eardrums, even upon the rooftop it almost sounded as if they were right next to me. Horrified, I watched as the bloody woman yanked the fully-grown man out of his metal shell and threw him onto the pavement. Hard. Finally, someone launched into action. A man in a peculiar black and white ski jacket came racing around the corner of a building a block down, holding onto his hood to keep it up. He smashed through the gaping crowd, sending people crashing into one another. He swept onto the ground in front of the woman, who was now straddling the old man and snarling him, blood and saliva dribbling down her face and out of her mouth and onto the poor fellow. The hero, arms held out defensively, said something I couldn't quite make out, and suddenly her focus was on him instead. He scrambled onto his feet and stumbled backwards as she prepared to swipe at him. Out of nowhere, the jacketed man procured a rifle. Was it a rifle? I couldn't really tell for certain. This was when people began screaming. The old man backed away and melded into the surging crowd. Give a group of people a mentally unstable woman and they treat her like a show, but give them a man with a gun… I sighed. This was like TV, only real. And less realistic. I couldn't believe what I was seeing. All of a sudden, someone jumped in between the crazy lady and the man with a gun. He motioned for the person to get out of the way with the tip of his rifle, but then quickly recoiled as the woman grabbed a hold of the person’s neck and sank her teeth into it. Screaming. Commotion. People were running about like mice trapped in a crematorium. There were fists and teeth and blood flying this way and that, and I closed my eyes and backed up into the center of the roof, away from the horrors that I had just witnessed. I tried to mute out the crying; tried to calm my thundering heart. Then there were the gunshots. I ran home and locked myself in the bedroom, curling onto the bed with my clothes on. Shivering, I clutched at the sheets wrapped around me with wide, fearful eyes. Then, I passed out. I can't write any more tonight. I'm sorry, I just... can't. Stay safe, Philip... Hugo... stay safe. <3 Zacharie DAY TWO I'm so f**cked. So. Royally. F**cked. I'm normally not one to use such vulgarities, but today I feel like I very well have the f**cking right. I'm sorry... let me just... Okay. I need to write about what's going on now, though it doesn't even matter anymore. I never was a religious man, like Phillip. But I did think there was something, someone out there. Now, though, I don't even know what to believe. Everything I ever believed about the world is being turned around, everything that I fought for and dreamed for being replaced with ashes and dust in the wind. I can hear people screaming outside my window now, and I can't even bear to look. I… I wish I could just escape it all, right now. But… but… I've got to do this for my family. I don't know where they are… they didn't come home. But they are out there, this I swear. They have got to be fighting, maybe for me. Therefore, I've got to be out there, fighting for them. Fighting for the right to life, the right for my family to live, and generations after us. I won't give up, no matter how hard it gets. This I promise. It's all over the news, I mean, hell, I think it's all over the world. I don't know why I'm even bothering to write this down. But, yeah. You know all those sh*tty zombie movies out there? Yeah, if actually f**king happened. There are zombies. I don't know how, and I don't think anyone else does right now… I mean, after people started attacking other people and ripping out their throats and eating their god damn organs, society just kinda… collapsed. It wasn't a tiny little outbreak, either. No, it spread like wildfire, people falling left and right. Or, so it seems. I can't be too sure, I didn't spend much time looking out my window. The news stations started to report it right after it started. I had just woken up to an empty bed, unlike it should have been, so I forced myself out of bed and turned on the news to see what was up. Phillip was supposed to pick up Hugo on his way home, but… As soon as I saw what was on the news, I collapsed, boneless, onto the couch. A frazzled looking blonde woman read off a government issued notice with shaky hands and shaky breath. She stuttered horribly, and I could tell she was trying with all her might to maintain her composure. Where there normally would have been co-workers around her, there were only empty chairs. My heart panged for her, and soon I couldn't help it as my eyes watered and my vision blurred with tears, holding up a hand over my mouth as I choked on my breath. When they switched the view to a cinematic choppy shot of a street full of fire, blood, and running people and "infected" alike, I had to dash over to my window, staring down below at the city street. I don't know why I hadn't heard any commotion earlier, but looking down… f*ck. There was a man a few stories down, and as I stared out the window he turned slowly, unnaturally so, to face me. But… there wasn't a face left with which to face me with. Instead, there was blood and skin hanging off in flaps. I don't live that high off the ground, so… I could see everything. I paused for a moment, looking on in horror, and then dry heaved violently off to the side, clutching my stomach. I remember my brain just stopped working, and I slumped down the wall, panting. Other than the one zombie, there hadn't been any other people. It was… eerie. No, more like terrifyingly empty. I hadn't gotten that good of a look, but I think there had been a car crashed into the building across the way. Not a big one, more like one of those SmartCars or Mini's or something. There had been a few other abandoned, haphazardly parked cars scattered about, and possibly some blood or gore smeared in a trail behind one of the cars. I turned off the news. I didn't need to hear what was happening… I'd watched enough B-rated zombie flicks to know what she would say. Well, I mean, I didn't know for sure, but I'm pretty sure what she did have to say wasn't important nor helpful in any way. We were screwed, anyway. Why bother trying to prevent the inevitable? At that point, all I could do was curl up in my bed, again. Sleep wouldn't come, though, instead I could only think about what had happened the day previous. Had the woman been a zombie? My gut told me that yeah, she was. Was she the first though? I can't say. I then pulled out this journal. So, yeah. Here we are. I think tomorrow I may check the rest of the apartment building, see if there's anyone th Sh*t, there's someone nocking at the door! Hold on, I'll be back. Maybe. DAY THREE (to be continued) ____________________ BATTEUR