Journal:Benny's Journal
A blue school journal with "Pitman Pitbulls" scrawled on the cover.
May 16 I think I'll keep a journal from now on. Whenever something big happens, I'll take some time to write it down. It'll be just something else to keep me sane, and maybe someone someday will find it a humerous read. Who knows? Anyway, right now I'm staying at the Loney Row Police Department. I had to ditch the others at Caiger, but they knew that I wasn't going with them on vacation. I have to see if Raphael is still alive. If he is, then I'll put my brother's soul to peace. God forgive me, but I can't possibly let him roam on this world as a sinful abomination. - Benny
May 29 I did it. After two weeks of searching, I found my brother dozing off in some park near the Downdey Mall. I did what I swore I would and pumped so much lead into his body, even the roaches won't be able to carry any pieces off. My only relative to live on as a zed, he's gone now and won't have to live as an abomination. It's a good thing I suppose, but it wasn't an easy thing to do. The boy who I flew kites with when I was maybe eight, the person who got in trouble with me nearly everyday with our parents, and the guy who helped get me through a tough time in my life. I had to kill him, I just had to. I owed him that much, to free him from the pain of being a walking mass of rotting flesh.
