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{{UDTurn2|November 2013|<br>The decision was difficult to make, but ultimately, it couldn't have been helped.<br><br>I received a letter from Dolly Lajia-Hanley, Amy's mother, telling me to break up with Amy. In the middle of reading it, I thought to myself, "What are insults to my species to stop me from loving the woman I promised to spend the rest of my life with?" I would have been a great coward to allow that to keep me away from her.<br><br>It occurred to me today that I must be that fool. I'm a coward.<br><br>My decision, no doubt, caused great pain to Amy, even after I showed her the letter. She told me, "We could hide, we can go far away from here, where my mother could no longer keep an eye on us." She does not realize how dangerous her mother is. If Dolly attempted to murder Amy 21 years ago, what is stopping her from doing that again?<br><br>I do not mind dying for Amy, and I would rather die for her sake than break her heart, but I could not see myself selfishly doing something I know would harm her.<br><br>It pains me deeply, but I believe that protecting Amy's life is a greater sacrifice, a greater monument to the love I have for her.|archived}} | {{UDTurn2|November 2013|<br>The decision was difficult to make, but ultimately, it couldn't have been helped.<br><br>I received a letter from Dolly Lajia-Hanley, Amy's mother, telling me to break up with Amy. In the middle of reading it, I thought to myself, "What are insults to my species to stop me from loving the woman I promised to spend the rest of my life with?" I would have been a great coward to allow that to keep me away from her.<br><br>It occurred to me today that I must be that fool. I'm a coward.<br><br>My decision, no doubt, caused great pain to Amy, even after I showed her the letter. She told me, "We could hide, we can go far away from here, where my mother could no longer keep an eye on us." She does not realize how dangerous her mother is. If Dolly attempted to murder Amy 21 years ago, what is stopping her from doing that again?<br><br>I do not mind dying for Amy, and I would rather die for her sake than break her heart, but I could not see myself selfishly doing something I know would harm her.<br><br>It pains me deeply, but I believe that protecting Amy's life is a greater sacrifice, a greater monument to the love I have for her.|archived}} | ||
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{{UDTurn2|January 2012|<br>Four years is a long time.<br><br>Four years and a few weeks ago, great joy came into our lives, just for it to be taken away the next day. Tori was born on the night of December 17, 2007. She was said to have died in the neonatal intensive care unit, the next day.<br><br> | {{UDTurn2|January 2012|<br>Four years is a long time.<br><br>Four years and a few weeks ago, great joy came into our lives, just for it to be taken away the next day. Tori was born on the night of December 17, 2007. She was said to have died in the neonatal intensive care unit, the next day.<br><br>Around eight months prior to that, I had graduated from medical school, with almost everyone assuming I was a virgin. I don't know why so many made a big deal about it, but my male classmates always attempted to insult or attack me over my supposed effeminate face, saying it wasn't helping me get laid at all. I didn't really care. I personally would only want to copulate with someone I love.<br><br>We discussed the three dopamine pathways and their role in neurotransmission, numerous times throughout the span of the curriculum, with the argument that what most people define as "love" is the result of the fulfillment of stimuli. It is easy to rationalize biological processes in the context of biochemistry, but why is it that I could not rationalize biological processes in a philosophical context?<br><br>Why am I perceived as "weak"? Why is my loyalty said to be irrational? Why can't they just leave me be? Why can't they accept that I cannot explain everything I do?<br><br>I am a scientist, but theory does not govern my entire life.<br><br>Blind dates, forced trips to the cabaret whenever I had to drag my friend out from his drunken stupor - those didn't work for me. There was only one woman I love, I want, I need, in my eyes; that boyish girl I loved since I was nine years old.<br><br>One cloudless, starry night, sometime around March 2007 was a special night for a medical intern, and a nurse.<br><br>The clear, bright night of December 17, 2007, a cute baby girl was born to that couple, but-<br><br>On the snowy morning of December 18, 2007, that girl suddenly died.<br><br>Writing this brings me to tears.|archived}} | ||
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Operation May: Sgt. Arni's side
You are inside the Central Control Room, its walls painted a light gray. The drop lights above the desk to the far right of the room and the console's keyboard have both been switched off. Many screens are lined up next to each other, all of them unpowered. Also here is Sgt. Arni (60HP).
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